Friends

(Highschool)
(this one is super weird)

All the friends i've ever known have been there in a way,
whether it was stealing,talkinging, lying, sulking, all of those are 'A-Okay',

I don't like being used but sometimes it can't be stopped,
I love the friends that all you do is hang out and talk.

The bestest friends I've ever known were always there for me,
I'll always be there for them too, I swear, and invite them to a tea!

Pain

(from highschool):

Pain shoots through me
like a bullet from a gun,

I'm waiting desperately to get attention from someone,
the pain I feel is nothing too severe,

But you just wait and see
and listen to what you hear,

cries and whispers going on and off,

If only this pain stuff would go somewhere,
anywhere,
far away, away from me,

JUST STOP!

That Smile

I found an old Poem notebook that i had in Highschool and i thought i'd post some of the poems here:

That Smile

Dear Smile on that face
What exactly do you embrace?
What kind of mood do you show,
Do you even exactly know?

What kind of thoughts are in your mind,
I'm thinking there are lots of kinds.

That smile shows how you must feel,
well i bet that's real.

Life

My friend Cass gave me ten words: betrayal, trust, emotion, life, beauty, music, friends, confusion, conclusion, and love


With those words i made this poem for her:



Life is full of emotion,
I have my wonderful friends,
my love of music,
and of course the confusion of how things will turn out,
But there is so much love in my life, beauty all around me,
and though betrayal is just around the corner I have trust in those I love.
So I come to one conclusion, that I love life, and cant wait to see what can happen.

Something New

I know that life is supposed to go on,
but i can't help but think of my past.

The tears well up in my eyes as the thoughts run through my mind,
what can i do about them, they seem to forever last.

the love i once felt in my heart,
the people it once belonged to left them so fast.

why does it still hurt me so,
i want the pain to go away but that old feeling to last.

I liked the love i felt in my heart, that feeling,
but i have to let it all go somehow leave it in my past.

So that i can go on,
and this years love can start, something to last.

When

Sometimes i feel like i just want to cry
sometimes i wish that i would die,


i know how people feel but do i feel the same
sometimes i feel like everything i do is lame,

i sit and listen to the music around me
not looking at the images that surround me,

i dont even hear the people speaking in my ear
i just wish for that one special person to be near,

when this happens which may be a while
i will laugh and i will smile,

for then i will not have these feelings anymore
i can walk right out of it, right out the door.

Crazy things that happen

Life can work in crazy ways at times.
You meet someone and don't know what kind of effect that they will have on your life.
After you talk to them for a bit it's like you can never get enough of it.
It's like each moment in the day that they are not around you are missing them.
It seems as if there is no one else that you would rather talk to and you wish that
there were more hours in the day to spend on talking to them.

Life has changed and you never knew how much until you met this person. You haven't felt this way in a long time and you like the feeling and you don't want it to go away.
You are happy and you finally have a reason to be.
You have developed a love for this person in your heart and you are not really sure how to tell them.
You are not sure how to express the way that you feel without them being freaked out or thinking that you may scare them away.
You will find a way and this person will know how you feel.
This person will tell you how they feel and secretly you are hoping it is the same way.
You will know someday and may the happiness grow.
And they will know.
You know.