My mind is numb
I feel my heart thumping in my chest
I feel my head pounding in accordance
My body is finally relaxing.
Im overwhelmed with so many emotions,
My body screams at me to release it,
No escape comes, and i sit with the knowledge that i don't know how to go on.
Music is my release, but not this time,
My mind is like an overflowing drawer with things without a place. There is no escape from the chaos, from the reality of what is now.