Something New

I know that life is supposed to go on,
but i can't help but think of my past.

The tears well up in my eyes as the thoughts run through my mind,
what can i do about them, they seem to forever last.

the love i once felt in my heart,
the people it once belonged to left them so fast.

why does it still hurt me so,
i want the pain to go away but that old feeling to last.

I liked the love i felt in my heart, that feeling,
but i have to let it all go somehow leave it in my past.

So that i can go on,
and this years love can start, something to last.

When

Sometimes i feel like i just want to cry
sometimes i wish that i would die,


i know how people feel but do i feel the same
sometimes i feel like everything i do is lame,

i sit and listen to the music around me
not looking at the images that surround me,

i dont even hear the people speaking in my ear
i just wish for that one special person to be near,

when this happens which may be a while
i will laugh and i will smile,

for then i will not have these feelings anymore
i can walk right out of it, right out the door.